Whats your external fear?

Posted in enart.xn--gmq282eogn.com on the March 22, 2010

Mine is subliminal messages. What could I do? I feel helpless when it comes to that. My way of thinking could be completely rewired just from watching something!
(External meaning something you wouldn't be able to control)

Losing a family member. :(

im definitely not afraid of death, and im not saying that to reassure myself or anything. im truly not - i know and accept its something that will come sooner or later, and its part of life.
what im afraid of is time.
theres never enough time today, but too much tomorrow - meaning that i cant find enough time to do everything i need right now, but theres so much time in the future, its intimidating.
but i also feel there will never be enough time in the future - i wont find my true place in this world, i wont find the hobby i love most, i wont find the person that is meant to be my true best, best, best friend, i wont find my edward. (sorry, i just didnt know what word to use - my soulmate? idk, that sounds a bit weird, i like edward better. lol)
im afraid of disappointing the people i love - my mom and dad, or my friends. thats probably not external, tho.
uhm... ya, i think thats all i have to say..

another family member lost in a drunk driving wreck

subliminal messages could have a small impact on you but could not make you do anything you don't want to do.
My external fear I guess is that some criminal will hurt one of my loved ones

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